Don't you be worried, I lie with dollies, and they look after me.

He's deserting me.

He enlisted. He leaves in 2 weeks.

I got to see him tonight, and it might be the last time I get to see him for a long time.

This fookin sucks.

I care so much, and I wish I didn't.

Why can't he see how much this is killing me?

Or maybe thats why he's being such a jackass. He wants me to be mad at him so that I won't care as much that hes leaving.

In any case, I don't know.

Pogo pogo pogo pogo pogo pogo pogo pogo BOUNCE!

For your enjoyment!!
You should do this too!

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Star No Star - Jack Off Jill

How would you describe yourself?
Born of a Broken Man - Rage Against the Machine

What do you like in a guy/girl?
People Hate Me - Murderdolls

How do you feel today?
Bada Bing - Dangerdoom

What is your life's purpose?
Doin'Time - Sublime

What is your motto?
The Birthday Massacre - Video Kid

What do your friends think of you?
[s]AINT - Marilyn Manson

What do you think of your parents?
Radio Silence - My Ruin

What do you think about very often?
Rose of Sharyn - Killswitch Engage

What is 2 + 2?
Push It - Garbage

What do you think of your best friend?
We Will Rise - Arch Enemy

What do you think of the person you like?
When I Am Queen - Jack Off Jill

What is your life story?
Thaeter - Marilyn Manson

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Heroes From Our Past - Dropkick Murphys

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
The Shape - Slipknot

What will you dance to at your wedding?
M1 A1 - Gorillaz

What will they play at your funeral?
Clear Eyed Sniper - Coheed and Cambria

What is your hobby/interest?
Shut Your Mouth - Garbage

What is your biggest fear?
Starshine - Gorillaz

What is your biggest secret?
Why Can't I Be You? - The Cure

What do you think of your friends?
Bitches - Mindless Self Indulgence (ZOMG! HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!)

What will you post this as?
Bounce - System of a Down (No, I probably won't post this as "Bounce." I'll use lyrics.)



Last night I got myself into a sit-up competition with my cousin. And she won. I'm so pissed about that. Actually, theres a whole story that goes along with that, butI don't feel like typing it all out right now. Maybe later or tomorrow. The story does kinda deserve its own blog.

But each time you turn a corner, you're, you're right back where you were

I kinda forgot about this blog, I've been doing all my blogging on MySpace 'cause more people read them over there. I'll try to be a better blogger. At least, if I blog in 'ze MySpace, I'll copy & paste it here. Heh ...

Feel free to click on over there:
http://www.myspace.com/shiny_robot_girl

Also:

Zis is for you, me lovelies!!


Bright Eyes - The Big Picture

"The picture is far too big to look at kid. Your eyes won't open wide enough
and you're constantly surrounded by that swirling stream of what is and what was.
Well, we've all made our predictions but the truth still isn't out.
But if you wanna see the future, go stare into a cloud.
And keep trying to find your way out of that maze of memories.
It all sort of looks familiar, until you get up close and it's different. clearly.
But each time you turn a corner, you're, you're right back where you were
and your only hope is that forgetting might make a door appear.
Well is it your fear of being buried that makes you so afraid to speak?
An avalanche of opinions like the one that feel that I am now underneath.
It was my voice that moved the first rock and I would do it all again.
So, I mean, it's cool if you keep quiet, but I like singing.
So I'll be holding my note and stomping and strumming and feeling so very lucky.
There is nothing I know except this lifetime's one moment
and wishing will just leave me empty.
So you can try and live in darkness but you will never shake the light.
It will greet you every morning
and it will make you more aware with its absence at night,
when you're wrapped up in your blankets baby, that comfortable cocoon.
But I have seen the day of your awakening boy and it's coming soon.
So go ahead and loose yourself in liquor and you can praise the clouded mind
but it isn't what you're thinking no, it's the course of history, your position in line.
You're just a piece of the puzzle so I think you'd better find your place.
And don't go blaming your knowledge on some fruit you ate.
Cause there's been a great deal of discussion, yes, about the properties of man.
Animal or angel? You were carved from bone, but your heart it's just sand.
And the wind is going to scatter it and cover everything with love.
So if it makes you happy, then keep kneeling Mama, but I am standing up.
Because this veil, it has been lifted. Yes, my eyes are wet with clarity.
I've been a witness of such wonders. Oh, I've searched for them all across this country
but I think I'll be returning now to the town where I was born.
And I understand you must keep moving friend, but I am heading home.
Yeah I'm gonna follow the road and let the scenery sweeping by easily enter my body.
And I'll send you all this message in code, under ground, over mountains,
through forests, deserts and cities.
All across the electric wire, it's a baited line. The hook is in deep boys,
there is no more time. So you can struggle in the water and be too stubborn to die,
or you could just let go and be lifted to the sky."

I love this song, and my iPod plays it every time I fold clothes. Y'all should listen to it sometime.